I apologize.....

for not providing you all with updates
for not handing in my papers on time
for eating that Baja instead of the chicken salad for lunch ...yesterday
for bending down and showing you my ass crack
for not responding to your texts
for calling you without having anything to say
for putting my wants and needs before anyone
for saying what others are thinking and what they really want to say.....but don't know how to
for sounding like a parent more than a friend
for trying to save you the drama and instead creating drama
for not giving a pigeons foot about things....

I apologize!
this week has been too much for me to handle. But like the strong woman that I am, I WILL MAKE IT. I will build a bridge where I can ,and will resolve the problems that need to be resolved. Not for anyone else but for myself.

Prioritizing......

As I sat in the library last night, from 1pm to 9pm. I noticed many girls walking away from the computers or the desks that they were studying from, holding on to their phones and leaving their bags behind as if to save their spot. I must have gotten up at least 4 times from my seat with only my BlackBerry in hand. When I realized that the females around me and I, where leaving the most important things in our life out in the open for anyone to put their hands on. For one, I know many girls that have their whole lives in that one bag. They travel every day with all their credit cards, health insurance cards, MONEY( even if you broke you still have your last $2 in your wallet, and much important things like their Social Security Cards in their bags. I just found it extremely funny how much value we put on our phones.

Honestly, Oneonta is not what it was when I came in as a freshman. I remember the parties we used to have in Wayne's house on Elm st, McNallys house on Main st, going to Deuce on Friday and Saturday night. Having all the minorities up in one house, just bugging out. I remember getting to the front of Tobey as the sun was rising. NOW....my last year SUCKS! Well not completely. I still get drunk Fridays and Saturdays in addition to Thursday nights. But there is no where to go in this town. And it seems like everyone thinks that they are too good for one another. I need to make Onoenta come alive again.....and I'm starting next weekend with a Halloween party!!!!! AOOOOOOOOWWW.

My current music Flow.....

Even though I am like the only person on the planet with out an iPod or a mp3 player of some sort, I still rock out with my iTunes every morning while I get dressed to catch the bus.

Top 5 Jams
1- "If I were a boy"- Beyonce
2-"Single Ladies"- Beyonce
3- "Day and Night (remix)"- Kid Cudi ft. Jim Jones
4- "Heartless"-Kayne
5- "Loca con su tigere"- El Cata

When Mula is a problem....

Since freshmen year I have been complaining about this darn school and how much I hate being here. Although the thought of transferring my senior year doesn't sound THAT bad. There is something about Oneonta that makes it some what tolerable. Maybe is the fact that I can go out on a Friday with $15 in my wallet.With that I get to go to happy hour, get drunk, walk home , take a nap, get up, wash up, change clothes (if i feel like it), go to the liquor store,get drunk at my house, head out to the bars, get more drunk, get a slice of COLD Cheese Pizza, then get into bed by 2am . To wake up the next morning with my body all bruised and $12 to my name. You see if I was back home in the Bronx, by the time I get to happy hour I would have $11 to my name. And by the time I attempt to go back home, I would be left with $5 to my name. I cannot believe how much mula i spend in the city!!!!!